I am really sorry for those experiencing this. I can't imagine the pain you are feeling. I met a woman this week who works in a clinic in another state. She and her family had been considering moving home for a few years but the timing was never right. Her spouse's job was severely effected the pandemic and had to find a new one. The best fitting job was at home. The only needed support with their young family. The therapist has tried to find way to continue seeing her clients virtually but the clinic will not allow it after she fully moves here. She is definitely torn.