Debating whether or not to send you this 6 paragraph email. It seems way too much for out of session communication, but then I’m not sure an hour session would be enough to cover it without you reading and absorbing it first? My feelings about the subject (that old chestnut, my dad, and his latest incident) keep changing, too. This morning I was full of anger and wanted to yell at my parents, but it would’ve been futile - hence the email. That I haven’t sent, but there’s a high chance you’ll be reading at some point. Now, I feel much calmer, I’m not sure if that means I processed the feelings by writing the email though or if I’ll still want to talk about it later.