No problem, I understand, and I appreciate all the replies so far! At the moment I'm feeling a little lower again mood-wise, which I'm guessing and hoping is just a random fluctuation that is to be expected. Or maybe it's just because I'm nervous about the upcoming week. I'm talking to my Pdoc tomorrow after ECT number eight, so hopefully he will have answers to some of those questions. I think it's important at this point for me to develop a proper recovery plan because I don't just want to lean back and assume that the ECT will do all the work for me.