I did wake up this morning and was relieved he wasn't here.
He began to take over my life again, and I realize that's exactly what he did. He took over my life, and I, myself, pretty much disappeared. I want myself back. I want my strength back. I still feel very weakened by all I've gone through lately. I still do not feel 100% upright and well.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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