You're a very sweet and devoted daughter! Your mother is very fortunate that you are there to care for her emotional and physical needs!

I'm feeling sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. I finally broke down and took an AP a minute ago. I don't know how it will affect things, but I feel like I am going to burst. I got into it with my father on the phone today (warranted, IMO), but don't want to take this out on my partner. I shared how I've been feeling (it's no secret), but don't want to burden her with my baggage. I've reached what seems to be a breaking point. I try to keep my meds to a minimum, but these are desperate times. I panic when I think about sleep...I know I'll struggle again tonight.

I hope everyone else is doing well.