I recently came across the types of BPD. I think I fall into the "Quiet BPD" category. I'm not really volatile with others. Mainly I act inward. I'm very self-critical when things go wrong. I always blame myself. My therapist says I have some traits but she thinks I am MDD with attachment disorder. I am constantly thinking of harming myself, so I don't think I should ignore a BPD diagnosis. I can't function. I'm not able to work and I go from one thing to the next all the time. I don't know what my purpose is and I'm always losing people. I'm about to run out of people to lose.