I'm so sorry you got shingles, @
whatever2013. For anyone over 45, please get a shingles vaccine (it's a two shot series you can get at your pharmacy). Shingles is an extremely painful rash...some people even have trouble wearing clothes they're so painful! I wasn't aware it could affect one's eyesight, too.
Good luck at your appointment, @
Miguel'smom. I'm sorry you struggle so much with anxiety. I know it doesn't do any good to point it out, but most fears of that nature can be faced down. I hope that's the case with you. Good luck.
I'm glad you have a virtual appointment with your pdoc tomorrow, @
wildflowerchild25. Hopefully things can be sorted out in short order.