He called yesterday for insurance reasons. He proceeded to lay on me all his feelings. Then later, I received many lengthy texts from him, doing the same, ONLY talking about how HE feels and not even respecting how I feel, given that I said I don't trust him and never will. Talk about shameless. He has no shame! He did this into the evening, telling me I am like air for him - he cannot breathe without me.

What makes me very sad is it's not true love for ME. He cannot breathe without me because he cannot exist on his own OR stand on his own two feet! He's needy and clingy and he's clinging to ME to save him.

It makes me absolutely SICK to my stomach. I want to puke. He has NO clue what true love is or what it even means.

All I've heard over the last 2 months is how his purpose is to make ME happy. Well, he said just these words and made exactly this promise when we first met!

I've told him he has broken too many promises that it's hard to believe him at this point. I know I am right - I am just SICK over it.

I don't know if anyone has ever TRULY loved me.