So Sorry for the bad experiences! Hugs! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about being a matter of individual therapists i think. It can take time before finding the right one and the best possible fit for yourself but i do think it is possible if one tries to look everywhere he/she can. It seems like you've been able to find a good one after that one at least. i think it is best to have at least some doctor to assist you unless he/she is activately damaging you and your mental/physical Health of course to answer your last question. Sending many safe, warm hugs to ALL of you, @Bipolarchic14, your Families, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!