Pdoc wasn’t really helpful. She said I could take an extra 25mg of seroquel in the AM and then when I get home from work to calm the agitation. But I’m too afraid to take 25mg in the AM. It’s very sedating for me and I don’t want to be falling asleep on the road or at work. Then when I get home I have **** to do. Like make dinner and ****. RS can’t cook very well. I mean some days when I take the 50mg to sleep at night within an hour I’m slurring my words.

I feel like my chest is caving in on me and voices (real ones, other people’s) are hurting my head and I just want to grab my ears and cry.