Hey Pinksoil,

I think the job will be good for you. In the beginning it will seem like a lot but when we do the work we love it does become a "place for us to practice being us." (or something like that as T said to me) I agree with others--it will be a stabilizing influence and in a way may create the room you have been looking for to take better care of you.

Take your time getting accustomed to the new routine. Take extra special care of yourself the first few weeks. Get as much sleep as you can manage and eat healthy. Take a vitamin too!

I think you will be the most awesome T and I am jealous of your clients already. They are so so lucky.

Peace and may the force be with you!