Thanks for your reply. He is unavailable in a way that he has a gf before I came. The way I understand with our "relationship" now is that I am not really his gf although he says he likes me and even told me that he feels love for me. I am confused between what my heart and my mind say coz they are different. This is also beside the fact that he is 13 years younger than me. He is just 22. Am I so bad?