Beth123, I agree with you. Fear is such a paralyzing factor. Took me about 60 years to understand that I have no control and that the end of the road is death. If you haven't enjoyed the journey, turn around. Worry is not constructive. I don't watch the news because I can't do anything about it. I spend every moment being grateful that I'm still alive. I used to be scared of everything. Sure, sometimes it comes back. Pushing through it makes me feel so good. Like yay! Hugs to everyone!