Sounds like many of you are having a tough time.

Hang in there, @Miguel'smom. I hope you can ground yourself today.

@Jennifer 1967...I'm sorry you have to be seen concerning the cardio issues. That must be a big worry. Hopefully the trip to your doc's office will settle that score. I'm glad to hear about the PT helping, though. It also seems that the rest of your life is going pretty well these days. I'm glad. THere's a big trip to Florida to look forward to, as well!

I'm sorry, @Nammu, but I don't believe for a second that your neck hurts. You're too incredibly nice to others around here, you take care of your mother, & have a pretty positive attitude about life for someone with BD. Karma works...& you're really working it! You've been "too good" for fate to go messing with your neck! Oh...And deoderant is a good thing. Use it liberally...

@wildflowerchild25...Again. I'm so sorry to hear about your health issues. I taught for a few years, & always appreciated the freedom to schedule things during the summer breaks. Just make sure you're wise to postpone things that long.

So you're multi-tasking, @Soupe du jour. Sitting in the pdoc's office AND working the forum here AT THE SAME TIME! I'm impressed. I'm one of those "walk & chew gum" guys! I think you were wise AND talented , since you weren't sure if you'd "pop off," or not. This is a pretty safe space.

I'm with you on DeJoy & Saul. Did anyone happen to see USPS Director DeJoy's testimony before the House of Reps? A more arrogant SOS (Sack Of, ummm...) seldom draws breath! MF-er. I got a call from my prescription insurance company wanting me to change my mode of delivery to postal (an order every three months. Well, HELL NO! DeJoy is going to destroy the Postal Service. Charging more, but delivering less...AND I won't even go into things over at the SSA. I'm sure their bureaucracy is hellish. I don't even want to think about how long you must have been oncall-waiting.

My mind is somewhat clearer to day. I don't know what effect this AP will have on me. I can't afford to lose space in my head. I slept a full 6 hours, & was rested. I guess things are starting out OK.

I check in here a few times a day, & follow everyone's ups & downs. Like life in a yo-yo factory. Don't worry...I'm in your tribe, too...