My case manager was just here for half an hour talking to me about how I'm doing. She scheduled my next appointment for May 14th at 11 a.m. and I said that was fine but after she left I saw that I have a tele health appointment for 11:20 with my primary through zoom! So case manager had already left so I called and left a message. We'll see when she calls me back. Also, tried to get my next pdoc appointment in person but she's not going to be at my regular office and I don't want to hunt for a new place so I just gave up. It will have to be on the phone- again!

I took a 2-hour nap this afternoon on the couch. Got up a little early so that's probably why. I have some paperwork to do that the CM gave me. Oh joy.

I feel kinda antsy today. I really did not enjoy seeing my CM today. I felt uncomfortable and like I had absoluteluly zero to report! I just blank out. And then I start stumbling over my words and stopping in odd places and mumbling some more. I really did not feel comfortable with her here at my place even though she was wearing a mask and especially because she was here for half an hour! I don't know what she took away from our appointment but I took away awkwardness and confusion. That happens when I'm on the phone too and then I want to hang up! Now I don't know what I'm going to do for the rest of the day. Three o'clock is not my best time of day. It's near 40 right now but tomorrow it's going to be 70! Wahoo!