I’m not sure if I’m getting a slight attachment to you or not. I kind of missed seeing you today, since you needed to cancel, but it was a very mild feeling. Almost not even there, really. Then again, this is the reason I started coming to see you. It makes me feel abnormal.
On another hand, I sometimes fantasise that I don’t have these issues - in my fantasies you’re also not my T, but instead we’re just really good friends.