Seems i'm not the only one having a bad day. I quit both my ZOOM events because they were unbearable. In the first one no one made sense. We're given a quote and asked to discuss it. There's nothing more pathetic than a bunch of mentally ill people trying to be philosophical! In the second they started talking about rabbits eating their own poo and i fled.

It's been crazy windy so i didn't dare go outside until evening when it settled down. I walked to the corner of the block. I didn't want to. With each step i thought of how much pain i will be in tomorrow because of it, feet, shins, lower-back. But none of that matters because we've got to "just do it."

I ate well today tho. I threw out that last bit of Nutella. I'm enchanted with my milk and adoring my veggies. I bought some regular milk today to try as i've been drinking the lactose-free and it's about double the price. I can eat cheese and cream so i should be able to drink regular milk. It's been ages since i drank milk but the lactose bothered me then but it's been years and my stomach is a lot stronger now. We'll see. Experiment. Be a good reality-tester. Mentally ill people tend to be bad reality-testers.

Hugs to all!