I'm sorry you hurt so much but it is good that you are being proactive and trying to figure out ways to lessen it 
I think it will be a really good thing to have someone come in and help. One they will help tidy the place but two you will have some company. I honestly think that just getting to be a little social would help a bit with the depression. At least for myself when I'm completely isolated for long periods mine seems worse but getting to see the occasional person helps.
Have you ever tried tart cherry juice? I know a couple people that swear by the stuff. They say it helps with certain aches and pains. Here's an article I found on it if you are interested: 10 Health Benefits of Tart Cherry Juice
I hope you get some answers and help so you can feel better 
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach
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