I've been gone from here for a long time.

Today is my 40th birthday and I really don't want to celebrate. My anorexia is back after 3 years of recovery. Haven't had much to drink or eat since Wednesday. See no point right now. Have had some medical issues that aren't being taken seriously. I've chalked them off to turning 40. Dealing with wrist pain for 3 months. Dr isn't sure what the cause is. Chest pain for almost 2 weeks. Went to ER when it started, had chest x-ray ekg and blood work everything was normal. Went to dr a week later and was told it was musculoskeletal put on celebrex. That hasn't helped. Trying to find what level of treatment is needed and keep being told I need an assessment. Those are all days to weeks away. I just feel that no one cares.