*Bible. Welcome! So Sorry that you are struggling! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about Wishing you the very best on the forums as we have one dedicated to childhood emotional neglect as well. Feel free to explore all the other forums as well if you want to! Contact the admins and moderators in case you need further assistance. Sorry i don't have much advice as far as relationships are concerned. Have you considered seeing a therapist? Perhaps that may help. Do consider seeing a professional. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Zguvpron, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!