I was doing really well, one of the better days than I've had in a while. I was really happy and optimistic and even a little motivated. But just now a minor thing has come up, again, and it's got me sinking fast. I'm fighting the negative though cycle I can see coming. I'm just so tired of having a good day get started only to have the negative take it away. I'm feeling pretty defeated right now. Like, what's the point? Why even get up in the morning and try to get through the day, when it would be so easy to just give up. I'm not sure I can keep going.

I need to get my pups into the vet soon, so they can get the required shots for kenneling. It gives me the option of not having them here.

Why Universe?!? Why can't I have one GD good day?!? Why do you have to take this away from me, EVERY FREAKIN TIME?!? I was happy for a change, why take that away?!? If there is a lesson in this for me, you're a really terrible teacher!