I slept.... a human amount of time.
if this is what normal feels like I've never had that! I'm still super sensitive and if I'm not doing anything for long I fall asleep, and the energy through out my body though I can feel it I don't have a preoccupation with releasing it. I'm hardly thinking about SH. My head only has thoughts of what I'm currently doing. It's amazing. Everything isn't over the top. I feel like I can do normal things. Like I can stay home by myself, maybe teach like I wanted to, this is such a weird feeling, there's so much I want to do. My husband wont let me buy things which is vaguely annoying for my future class I want to teach. If I don't I could always give it away to operation Christmas child but he says no still. I hate having shared $. I want to spend money on what I want. It's a small investment.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
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