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Today was running errands day. With laundry included. It's incredible to have my car back! That was a strange 10 months; I'm so used to being a driver.
My mood is odd, and has been for quite a while. It's stable, but blah. I ask myself if this is what "normal" feels like? I don't think it is, I'm pretty sure that people feel normal as being more connected to others, and to life.
I posted, in mid-February, about my sister-friend C. dying so unexpectedly (she was 58). This past week her mother died. I loved her mom, she was a very stable, consistent figure in my life when my own childhood home was terribly chaotic, violent, crazy. She was 86...I think she simply died of a broken heart, only 2 months after losing her daughter.
I suppose I'm still in shock.
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