It must be. I've never been without a ton of anxiety. I'm in upswing but it's not an angry, agitated, I want to destroy my world one. It's I love and want to love everything. Pdoc said I'd feel drugged for a little but that never happened. H told pdoc being drugged for a little may be good for me. I'm only taking my prn when I get agitated. Like when it feels like my blood boiling inside. My wrist feels tight but it doesn't bother me nearly as much as usual. I can't SH because I have an appointment with new T Tuesday and then I have a PCP appointment the Friday after next and I don't want them not to trust me and hospitalize me but I don't even mind. the thorazine is making me thirsty as hell though. Always having dry mouth sucks.