i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters in that it depends if you feel like having enough coping skills to adequately deal with further stress. i think talking about this with your therapist and/or pdoc may prove useful otherwise just give it some SERIOUS thought before making any decision at least in my opinion. Sorry if my post isn't really Helpful. i Hope you'll make the best passible decision whatever that may be. Please do keep us updated and don't hesitate to ask or vent if you need to. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miguel'smom, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!