I know I don’t usually post here but struggling today. I have always had a bad time with eating and my body, whether it’s under eating or over eating. I don’t think I’ve ever liked my body at all, it’s never really felt like mine.
At the start of this year I got pregnant, and had hyperemesis. I lost a lot of weight quickly. I’m on medication and in the last month or so I have put on everything I lost and more, and am obviously looking wider than I was before I got pregnant. My mother keeps commenting on how huge I am, how I shouldn’t eat all my food and how I won’t fit through a door soon (I don’t think this is actually true, but then it’s more confusing, why would she say this) and I’m feeling really anxious and like I need to lose weight now...not after I’ve had the baby. I don’t know what to do, I just feel awful.