I woke up thinking I homeschooled Miguel. What's stopping me from homeschooling myself and testing out of college classes? Yes that can only take me so far but that maybe a good start.

Moose72 I'm sorry you didn't get the spot.

Soup de jour even the first step I can't do yet. I did better calling this time but I try to hid episodes until it's to much. Stress tolerance in recent months have been ****. But I'm not talking of doing this right now. We have a lot to loose. It was supposed to be temporary though as we worked through our **** and raised Miguel. If I went the tech school route it'd be full time for a year. If I do college I think 1 class at a time is a good idea.

Mickychicky no one agrees with me going to work/ school. I can do it for fun BUT they've all made it clear that making a living is not something I'll be able to do.

Hailiebeth87- I look up to you.

I want things that I just can't have in our current situation. Things that others wouldn't blink an eye at.