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If I were you, with my in-laws coming, I'd most likely be where you are...hypo and super anxious. I'm wondering about the Thorazine, though? My experience with it is that it knocked me out. And it's known for that, as you know. Knocking people flat. I'm wondering if you're experiencing break-through mania, or if the Thorazine is having a weird effect on you?
To answer your question, though...I'm pretty sure that hypo turns into mania for me when I start having rage. And it's a "justified" rage. I believe I have every reason - even with God's approval - to do whatever it is I'm raging about.
But also, maybe at the same time I go into manic when I feel rage but also feel ecstatic. Everything is meaningful, beautiful, I can't understand how most others cannot see and feel what I see and feel. And definitely hyper-sexual.
I think that's the clearest answer I can give you.
Any idea what your next step might be? Any chance you can connect with your pdoc?
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