New T,

I don't want to talk to you tomorrow. I'll tell you anything you ask. My speech and cadence is weird and I get embarrassed by it. It's not like you wont go through the list of symptoms and an hour is a long time to keep a positive conversation and not get irritable or agitated. I can't pace and talk like I did with pdoc. 2 weeks ago I almost went IP. Friday they almost put me IP. Now our first meeting. If your good you'll read my file and know before I see you that this will be interesting hour.

I think I'll start by apologizing to you about my speech and cadence. So you know from the get go that I'm sorry. I'm taking a prn before we meet.