I don't want to meet a new T tomorrow, it's not safe. My cadence and speech is a dead give away. What if I say something that I don't want her to know? It's very easy to do hypo with first meetings. My intake interview has been hours. What if I make her feel uncomfortable? Or I go into detail of things I shouldn't. I have a dark mind. Should I just write down what I want to say? So I don't get set IP. I can't go IP.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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