I got triggered into a bad mood first thing due to still not getting what I want from h. I will never get what I want and need in this marriage. That would put anyone in a bad mood. It’s his bad inaction, when he knows I need him to act, and he promised he would act, but it’s me who is in control of how it puts me into a horrid mood and I must disengage from it. I will not let that a hole bring me down, not one more minute!