Oh, my goodness, jrae. I'm so wishing & praying for something good to enter your life that will help you heal faster. I can't imagine how I would be able to find strength in a situation like yours. I have never been in a major auto accident like yours resulting in multiple brain injuries that are too slow in healing, & now a new one, & having grief on top of that, losing the only person who cared about you, & then your beloved cat. It's way too much for anyone. But you are somehow hanging on! I will continue hoping & wishing & praying for you.