So I slept for 8 hrs which is good for me. I see her in 3 hours and I'm getting more and more nervous. I don't want to do this. Therapy's embarrassing. I don't know this person but I'm going to have word vomit when talking to them, this sucks. H isn't getting ready to go yet. Our house is still trashed. I'm just hoping it'll be okay. Hopefully I can isolate, with headphones and coloring for a couple of days. I haven't even shopped for them yet because H keeps saying to wait. So I don't even have dinner ready for them. I don't know what H has planned but I'm worried it's nothing. I'm trying not to fight but my anxiety is getting really high.