Everything is just very overwhelming right now... I’ve been having some pretty disturbing symptoms physically. I’m very cold all the time and my coworkers say I’m paler than usual. I have very little appetite, and my left breast and left armpit are very sore. I feel dizzy and nauseated frequently. I also need a ridiculous amount of sleep these days. Lots of fatigue. I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow because all this has been going on for about a week and a half, maybe two weeks at this point. Work has been overwhelming too— we are so busy and it is very, very stressful. We are severely shorthanded and we simply have too much work. I don’t feel that management doesn’t care— I’ve seen them conducting interviews and taking prospective employees on tours of the pharmacy. I think we’re all doing the best we can. It’s just getting to be too much for me though. Yesterday i had to leave right after I clocked in. I felt so overwhelmed and sick and was sobbing my heart out. Very nicely, they let me take a personal day. Went home, threw up, and then slept for a good twelve hours. ****. I’ve started seeing this guy who is really really great; we have a lot of the same hobbies and preferences, and he’s really smart and warm. I just hope it works out. I haven’t been in a real relationship in a long time, and I just worry that it’ll fail like the others did.

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