So Sorry that you're going through this! Please do not give up! Work can be stressful and i imagine it can be even harder when we're not feeling Well ourselves. i think it is good that you're seeing a doctor, Hopefully he/she will be able to Help. i am wishing you the best with that guy as well. Take all of this one step at the time. i think you can get through this. Sending many Safe, Warm hugs to BOTH you, @indigo1015, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!