So Sorry that happened! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters! You simply did what you felt was right. Try to not let this affect you that much. You just did your best. Nothing to be ashamed of for trying at least in my opinion. Please be kind to yourself and others. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @modestlychee6463, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!