see this may be true "Life has dealt me a really bad hand, I just have to continue to play that hand. "

but you dont have to keep playing with this deck throw it down and start over it may be hard i am sure of this i been to the point of no return "ROCK BOTTOM" as most say i was forced to go to a hospital at first i didnt like for the first few nights i cried myself to sleep
but as i got further along i became friends with the staff members and they helped me relize when i was done there i would be 1 step closer to recovery i HOPE you MAKE it through this i really do your kind at heart and deserve alot better GOOD LUCK