So Sorry that things are being hard. i agree with the wise and wonderful Open Eyes about this being a stressful period i Think. Please do not hurt yourself or others. i think social life can definitely be important although i'd add that it depends on the person how much of an impact it has. Perhaps it would be good to build or continue going out with some people if covid restrictions allow it. Perhaps seeing a therapist may prove useful as Well. Please do not give up. Hugs. Stay Safe. You deserve to be Happy. Everyone does. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @MisterPaul, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!