I think our natural instinct is to reach out.. whether to a family member or friend, a therapist or online forum, a doctor, or books written by experienced individuals.

A parallel to this is like choosing to drown or hold your breath "forever". There comes a point when the body's survival instinct kicks in and will do the opposite of what the mind is telling it to do.

So eventually, I'd say we become affected by living a solitary life. Some need more social interactions than others snd we can all adapt to our environments or situations. I do believe though that at some point, we hit low enough to involve someone else into our lives, as temporary as we allow it.

As for your situation, I'm really curious about what that is! lol It sounds as if you're making a momentary sacrifice over something that's seemingly important to you. A month really isn't that long in the big picture.. so good luck with this project! I suspect your anger derives from stress, high expectations, and a need to see success from all the work you're doing. Plus, I'm guessing there's been a lack of sleep and poor diet? Put all that on top of social isolation.. can't be good.