Dear playdate,
I am so sorry you are in that situation. When I am not in a relationship I am not only sad but terrified and have panic attacks. These Forums have helped me a lot to keep human contact but being alone is still very scary. I used to have a pet rabbit and that helped me a lot. So sorry I do not know how to be helpful to you. I sure hope you find something that helps!
Sincerely yours, Yao Wen