I know it can be very hard, but don't give up hope. I never had meds work for me for any significant period of time until I went of clozaril. I've now been fairly stable for 5 years without any dose changes to that med and minimal changes to other meds. It just works. I tried well over 40 meds and 70plus combinations before I got this combination and I didn't think there was any hope for me.

There is hope. It's just waiting for that magic combination that is so hard. I don't know what makes the wait easier but I thought maybe knowing that I had success eventually might help a little.