I'm grieving and I'm going through another med change. The Luvox was causing significant bruising. And today I found out that my sister J has stage 4 ovarian cancer. Things don't look good. My mom gave me the update. My sister J won't talk to me. She's been in and out of the hospital for a couple of weeks, not once letting me know what's going on. I feel like I lost my sister already. Why do people have to be so insensitive? I feel bad for her because it's her life. But to think I don't care and don't deserve an update is really hateful.

Edit: I feel sad and lonely.