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Old May 01, 2021, 03:24 PM
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Originally Posted by unaluna View Post
Well, since you compare him to the SSA, I would take it a step further and think of him as the IRS 2.0. A big pain in the *** in the spring.


But one day you will be rid of him, and you will gain back two of the most beautiful months of the year. Ive only recently begun to have april and may, since my mothers birthday was in may.


Everything with a bs parent is bs. THAT would be a good book title.
I discussed with my therapist sending the money from my SSA account and he agreed that it would give me peace of mind and allow me to fully disconnect and move on.

Part of me wants to have the argument with him. Wants to list out all the harmful things he's done, bring up all the childhood abuse, put it all out there in detail for him to refute. The problem is that you can't argue with a narcissist. He will deflect, change the subject, throw strawmen. Even this morning, when I pointed out that I had tried to reach out and given up, he ignored that and made it out that I wasn't trying, etc. He even signed his last email "with no pretense." The whole damn thing is pretense! His initial email was wholly a pretense because he sent it under the auspices that I didn't respond to him and then he admitted he hadn't even tried to reach out to me!

He is so disordered that he can't even see his own pretense. He literally reached out under a pretense then says "with no pretense."

I swear my brain can't even do enough somersaults to keep up with whatever distorted, dysfunctional thinking this is.

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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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