Dear Deilla, you must never let anyone criticizing not even your mother dictate what you think or feel about your song. I have my own trauma for very different reason. But I am dead certain about this, never let what other people think including family get in the middle of what you want. If they do make a workaround, jump over it , but go thru.

I am 46 now and when I wanted to play piano and learn my aunt will tell me at the age of 11 that I was too late to learn and that I should give up on that dream. That impacted me, there are toxic people in family and strangers and good people also otherwise. But is ultimately you have the freedom to choose what you do and think about your work.

Many hugs , and love from me. You are all my friends and family fighting this depression sickness keep well

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