Hello
Please excuse me for any mistake with the language, i'm not a native speaker
I've been in severe isolation for five years now
I lost control in a crucial moment of my life and the main problem was that I was feeding myself through a very negative community (not this one of course) found in the internet back then-trolls where there too
I was not so used to internet and it caused me to enter a state of bad regression, it was horrible and I can't believe what i did... i'm so angry with myself and the past

What to expect from isolation
Well hopefully it may end
I guess the worse are the consequences for the loved ones
It is a delicate topic, I onestly find it hard to talk about it; i just hate that it happened

Hug