My mind keeps floating back to my encounters with this student and my reactions throughout the year. The red flag is waving :-)

The past 3 months in therapy I made a pact with myself to raise and talk about issues I've avoided, dismissed, or misrepresented during a previous sessions. I re-read what I wrote above and see all my lame excuses for not revisiting and sharing this experience with my T. For what ever reason I clearly misrepresented my true emotions/response regarding my earlier interaction with this student. Maybe my discussing it I will find out what is really behind all this thought obsession. I decided that I will mention this experience in tomorrow's session.