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Originally Posted by Prycejosh1987
Only one family member has told me they love me and that is my middle sister. We generally care about each other but the rest couldnt give a crap. They do what is best for them which seems good at first glance but its destructive in nature. My family do not care about me, and rarely contact me without me talking first. When it comes to birthdays family members wish me happy birthday, i have 5 siblings lots of cousins, etc. Imagine that only 2 people in my family and i grew up with them. Its a cold world my friend. They are all still in my prayers though.
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Sorry for the time that has passed without my reply... and thank you.
If you were born into a big family this might have spread the love and affection out a bit thin. Mel Gibson said that he grew up in NY state and was one of 10 kids. One time his mom kind of lost the plot, she stacked up clean laundry in the normal place... but then poured flammable liquid over it and set it on fire.
It's great that you have your middle sister's affections.
Do you have someone who nurtures you? Finding a partner to nurture you could really help fill a void. Not 24-7, just once a week for at least half an hour, an hour would be better I think.
Best of luck to you !