Welcome to MSF, FriendSeeker.

Two additional forums, here on My Support Forums, that may be of interest to you would be the Depression forum & the Coping with Emotions forum. Here are links to these forums just in case you haven't already found them:
https://mysupportforums.org/depression/
https://mysupportforums.org/coping-with-emotions/
I hope you find being on the forums to be of benefit.