*God! So Sorry that you're dealing with this! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about being So Sorry that you have to put up with this. Please do not give up. It is hard to get into social circles i think but it is possible if one just tries i think. Hopefully with covid restrictions getting a bit less strict you'll be able to make some new friends. i'd suggest to try to focus on your Life and getting a new job as soon as possible. We have a forum dedicated to depression so i'd say i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about checking them out as Well. Feel free to contact the admins and moderators in case you need assistance. i am also available if you need it and Hopefully many others as Well. i am also available through pm and perhaps others if you just ask around. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @FriendSeeker, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!