I am a new member. I struggle with a mental illness and drug addiction. I was an IV user and quit for almost 4 years from all substances. I have started smoked weed again and also started using my DOC regularly. It’s causing lots of physical issues and I’m not working due to the pain I’m constantly in. I don’t have insurance so I’m not currently getting treatment for any medical condition and I’m off all psych meds. I also am coming out if a very abusive relationship that lasted 7 years. I don’t want to quit at the moment but I need to get a handle on my use.